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Saturday, March 28, 2009
after all the sorrows and pain,alot of things went through my mind.i dont deny that i was really in love with her,thats why i continued,to get closer with her,to be with her.slowly, she came into my life.we have been tgt for almost one month,its kinda short, but i did learn alot of things from this relationship.i was the one who suggested to break off,because i didnt want to see her suffer,troubled by our problems.though in this relationhip we have lots of pain,theres still happy times when we were tgt.during those times, it was really my happiest moments ever.seeing her almost everyday,going out with her,hear her singing her favourite songs,and lots more.but all these didnt last long,these moments have became my sweetest memory.i didnt regret at all to start this relationship with her.so pls, dont blame yourself.we started off beautifully and i was very shy then,and i want this to end it off beautifully as well.i think this is a turning point for me in my life.i wasnt able to think well and say well in the past,but i have learnt alot from her.she changed me bit by bit.i have try to understand things slowly,maybe not very specific.i have try to make better decision carefully.she tried her best,i can feel it from the bottom of my heart.no one is to blame,there is no right or wrong.hope after tonight, day after day,you are living better and better.i said this before,i said that you are really a strong girl.and you didnt prove me wrong.i am not just some passerby friend,any problem you have, you can still look for me.i will be by your side always, i promised.hope to be your best friend too. =)and i guess,its really the time for me to move on.up till now, i still dream of you every night.images of you just keep flashing through my mind day and night.take good care of yourself.right now, get well soon.hope next time i see you,you are healthy and as cheerful as possible. =)PS: baby, i love you...
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