Wednesday, December 15, 2010
back to blogging again. lol. its like fucking long can.i think its long enough that no one bothers about my blog, so i think its good for me to blog now.
today went out with friends to drink. i still miss her alot. i know someone still loves her alot.what to do? you told me to be selfish, i wanted to, but at the same time i dont want others to get hurt.i tried to let go, but i cant.she just kept appearing in my mind every single second.i really cannot take it sometimes. just feeling to give it all up. but i am afraid that i will miss any chances.mixed feelings, i cried.
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